I have done it again. I have managed to hurt my heart, apparently beyond repair. I did not intend to do this. She is unwilling to forgive me, even though her blog is “To err is human.” Well that is very true, but, is forgiveness not divine? I made a mistake and did not lie or hide it. She is unwilling to forgive me. I went to see her before she left for her grandfathers services. I carried her bags down to her mom’s car and placed them in the back seat. I asked her if she would call me and she replied coldly “yes.” Then she got in and drove away. No hug, no I love you, not even a glance back.
I am sorry for my mistake. I am sorry for her family, as I really love them. She does not see things as I do. I know that this could be the last time we ever speak, or our eye’s meet. I love her and pray for her families comfort. I hope she calls and is safe. My heart just drove away.